Don't push yourself at something you don't have your entire mind and heart for or into. Boxing is a very serious and dangerous sport.
If your not hungry then you wont eat ( so to speak)
You need to believe in yourself and know what you are capable of and/ or learn new skills and become confident in yourself.
If your allways worried about getting hit, youll get hit hard and often.
Then it's not for you......................Perhaps a martial art might be of more interest just for defensive, self protection aspects.
I feel I can become a good amatuer boxer but I just don't have the hunger for it...I always have to push myself to go to the gym, it's never willingly. Part of the reason I might not have the hunger is because I have other things going for me such as college and I don't live in poverty trying to make it out through boxing. I don't know if I should stop boxing and just play basketball for fun or push myself to continue ?